The Joy of Christmas

singing:

"It's the most wonderful time of the year.."

Yes! I have to agree with that :)

Eventhough everything's a bit different now.

There are some things that changed---and that I've been MISSing .

...I miss writing my Christmas wishlist,

...I miss Santa,

...I miss Caroling,

...I miss the thrill of opening gifts and getting money from Godparents, 

...I miss EVERYTHING about my youth! haha.

but, still, Im happy that something's never changed. :)

Like the fact:

...that everyone's at peace during Christmas season, 

...that everybody's still sharing their blessings to everyone, 

...that I still get greetings from relatives and friends,

...that we still have our family get-togethers, 

...and that we still have food on the table(and in the fridge)! haha ;)

and I thank Jesus for that. =)

Again, Merry Christmas, everyone!

...it's never too late to send my warmest christmas greetings :)

I really hope that everyday would be Christmas!

Cheers to Christ!

la-di-dum.. ♬

While I was browsing for some videos on youtube, I happen to come across some interesting song covers of different people. They were so good that I can't stop singing, and singing, and singing. haha..  So what I did was: opened my GarageBand, looked for some minus one, and made myself a song cover. It was around 2 am then, but "The Heck I Care". I can't sleep! So it's better to do something, than do nothing. Right? haha. After some recording, I paused for a moment and have some second thoughts about posting it in my Facebook, but after a few moments of thinking, I've decided to post it in my Imeem account instead, so that only selected people can hear it. 'coz I don't have the guts to show it to other people ;). Given time, Im sure that I can overcome that "shyness". haha.

until now, I'm still thinking on whether to post some more song covers.. 

.....but we'll see, or should I say HEAR? lol.. ;)

Hindi Ako Si Superman!

Oh my... Let this week end!

Lab Reports, Graded Exercises, and Exams! waaah.. Stop the torture please!

Last week has been fun. Who wouldn't enjoy tree planting and malling with friends? I had a good quality time with them, but will this week be as much fun as the past week? 

I hope so. 

Hopefully, I can accomplish all these requirements with ease. *crossing fingers*

But although I'm faced with many academic burdens this week, I minimally feel the load. Maybe because I have my own stress reliever-- my new crush/es. haha ;) By just looking at them makes my burden go away. I can say that secretly liking someone is very thrilling. You can like them without making 'em feel awkward about you. What's challenging there is that you mustn't get caught looking at them or else they might figure it out. buking! haha. Isn't it fun and exciting? XD

Aminin niyo, masarap talagang sumilay sa crush.. dba? haha

Talking About Trash

Shoot! I've spent P2500 for some crappy DS game. *argh*.

Yesterday, I bought a DS game called Harvest Moon: Frantic Farming. Excited like any other kids who have their new toys. Before going home, I can't stop thinking about playing the game, hoping that it's as enjoyable as the other Harvest Moon games that i've played before. But when I arrived home and tried to check out the game, with my dismay, I noticed that this harvest moon game is more on puzzles, not more on farming. What sucks there is that IT IS BORING! and it sucks more knowing that I wasted my OWN money for this game. *argh*. If only I can refund my money, which I saved for a very long time. tsk tsk.

Now, Im back saving up for my dream dog, which costs more or less 25k, and I'm 23k short! haha. Yeah! I'm saving up for myself, since my mom won't let me have another dog 'coz we already have one. But Im hardheaded and I really want my own Siberian Husky (or ChowChow), that's why I'll do anything to get it! Even if it means starving myself! haha..

Glad It's Over! More surfing hours! Yay!

Whew! EXHAUSTING!-- word that suits this week's description! Due to the fact that I'd too many midterm exams. But, I'm glad Im through with that! haha.. Now, I can sleep sound and find the relaxation that I've been longing for this week. Although one thing is still bothering me-- and that is our CheMystery Trivia in Genchem. Where exactly in the hell can we find DRY ICE? We really want that experiment badly, but it's too difficult to find it. And, now, we're stuck with the Bouncing Bubble Experiment. *sigh*. Actually, it's kinda cool, but what's holding me back is because it's a lil bit tricky, as mentioned by our prof. That means: We have to take chances. waaah. Hopefully, it'll turn out fine or else I'll die! haha. Exaggerated much? :)

Enough about school. I should relax now. It's weekend! It means more time for net surfing! yay! :)

Speaking of Internet, last week, I bought my own tattoo mobile broadband kit and I've been testing it out these past few days. As of now, I don't have any problems with it. Infact, I like it. It's good to have internet connection whenever and wherever I go. In that way, I won't miss netsurfing when Im on my way to somewhere. haha. It's quite handy for long trips and out-of-towns. Plus, when Im at home, it's faster than our DSL (since our neighbor has Globe Broadband, and tattoo get signals from it *wink*), which made me think of switching our internet connection. What do you think has the best Internet Service? Smart Bro? Globe? Sky? PLDT? Digitel? Please tell me what you think.. :) thankyou

Pieces Don't Fit..

How tragic it is to be overrun by storms this week. Now, we're still in the process of recovering from the disaster made by Ondoy, and yet another storm will soon enter (but i dunno when). *sigh*. I feel for the people who has been badly affected by the storm. ----- I know... 't is SAD..

I know the feeling. I've been hit with a Storm. A different kind of storm. A painful one. I never thought that this would affect me this much. It's just that.... It's not like me. Im always happy, but this week...... just made me plain sad. T.T

Yes. I said, I was OK. It's good to see you happy now. Just gimme a week or so to clean up the debris you've caused, to put back the remaining bits of me, and to recover. Maybe by that time, I'll be OK. 

You said, you want us to be friends... and, again, I said Im OK with it, but Is it possible to become friends with someone who've just shattered you into pieces? 

Well.. Maybe "yes", but there's still a little tinge of awkwardness--- and THAT's what Im feeling now. 

Awkward.

But I still feel something else besides Awkwardness. A feeling that is a bit hard to explain. I just cant seem to find an adjective to use, Soooo how about a song?

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small.

I've been drawing the line and watching it fall.

You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart.

Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.

Well, I cant explain why it's not enough,

'cause i gave it all to you.

And if you leave me now, oh, just leave me now.

It's the better thing to do.

It's time to surrender.

It's been too long pretending. There's no use in trying

when the pieces don't fit anymore...

..Pieces don't fit anymore.

*sigh*

What a good way to end this post.

Credits to James Morrison for the song and

oneforthetable.com for the pic.. 

That's all for now. See yah! n_n

WAW: What A Week..

I just realized that my schedule for this term is soooo dull. I've too many breaks, but no friends to spend time with, 'coz they all have class. All I can do is to Sit and Wait (or Eat! lol), not to mention that I have to do this routine two times a week. argh! sucky schedule! I should have added litform. Regrets, regrets.. sigh.. 

moving on,

Last monday, I wasn't able to go to the doctor to have my stitches removed 'coz I have Genchem class during Mondays @ 10:10am; and the doctor's clinic time is @ 9:00am.  That's why I've decided to have it removed on Wednesday, coz my class starts @ 11:20am, so I will not have problems of getting late. But, unexpectedly, after the stitches were removed, a few hours later, I started to gain temperature. Yeah! Mr. Fever came for a visit, together with his friend Mr. Headache. I was feverish when I went to school for my two lab classes, comlab2 and genchemlab. I was literally chillin' inside e-LabA during comlab, so I did not concentrated well on solving the exercise. Luckily, I made my program running and, hopefully, it is efficient enough for our professor. lol. EFFICIENCY! haha.

After the exercise, I was still chillin' and head's still aching, so I went to look for a vacant room for me to sleep in. 'coz Genchem starts @ 3pm and 'twas only 1pm then.... and so I rested, got my iPod, and set its alarm 30 minutes before my class (2:30). I didn't really slept. I just rested my eyes and head. After few minutes, the Chills were gone, but the headache is still killin' me. gaaah! I went to genchem lab, with a headache. No choice but to do the experiment while my head is still aching. The good thing is that we're in group, so I didn't work alone. We managed to finish early and so we got home early. 

When, I arrived home, I remembered that we have a printing homework for chemlec the next day and so I did some printing first before I can fully rest myself. After the printing----RELAXATION! whew! such a nice word to hear! finally! haha..

to sum up,

That, I can say, is the MOST tiring and painful day ever. lol. really! But I was brave enough to handle it. *wink* haha. I just hope that it'll not happen to me again. XD

Well, that's all for this week! See yah next time. :p

Bringing back the spirit of blogging..

I've decided to revive my blogger account with random thoughts. You'll be seeing my blogs(again?) from now on. 'yea. I got bored with multiply, so i've made a come-back here. haha. 

A day ago, I had my very first surgery. I was very edgy before the operation and yet I tried my best to stay calm. The moment I entered the operating room, I felt the butterflies in my stomach, as if they were trying to fly out. lol. 

After i lie down the bed, they immediately started the operation. It was not that painful, but I can feel the sting of the needles. After that, I no longer feel a thing--- numb. The operation turned out to be painless, but it's aftermath is painful, yet tolerable. I was like a robot that day. Stiff. Have difficulty in moving.

Now, it seems that I'm fine and already recovering, but the doctor asked me to come back tomorrow(sept.9) and on Monday. The problem is: It's the start of the second trimester and classes will already resume. That means I have classes. *argh*. I don't want to skip class.

hmm.. What should I do?