Pieces Don't Fit..

How tragic it is to be overrun by storms this week. Now, we're still in the process of recovering from the disaster made by Ondoy, and yet another storm will soon enter (but i dunno when). *sigh*. I feel for the people who has been badly affected by the storm. ----- I know... 't is SAD..

I know the feeling. I've been hit with a Storm. A different kind of storm. A painful one. I never thought that this would affect me this much. It's just that.... It's not like me. Im always happy, but this week...... just made me plain sad. T.T

Yes. I said, I was OK. It's good to see you happy now. Just gimme a week or so to clean up the debris you've caused, to put back the remaining bits of me, and to recover. Maybe by that time, I'll be OK. 

You said, you want us to be friends... and, again, I said Im OK with it, but Is it possible to become friends with someone who've just shattered you into pieces? 

Well.. Maybe "yes", but there's still a little tinge of awkwardness--- and THAT's what Im feeling now. 

Awkward.

But I still feel something else besides Awkwardness. A feeling that is a bit hard to explain. I just cant seem to find an adjective to use, Soooo how about a song?

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small.

I've been drawing the line and watching it fall.

You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart.

Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.

Well, I cant explain why it's not enough,

'cause i gave it all to you.

And if you leave me now, oh, just leave me now.

It's the better thing to do.

It's time to surrender.

It's been too long pretending. There's no use in trying

when the pieces don't fit anymore...

..Pieces don't fit anymore.

*sigh*

What a good way to end this post.

Credits to James Morrison for the song and

oneforthetable.com for the pic.. 

That's all for now. See yah! n_n

WAW: What A Week..

I just realized that my schedule for this term is soooo dull. I've too many breaks, but no friends to spend time with, 'coz they all have class. All I can do is to Sit and Wait (or Eat! lol), not to mention that I have to do this routine two times a week. argh! sucky schedule! I should have added litform. Regrets, regrets.. sigh.. 

moving on,

Last monday, I wasn't able to go to the doctor to have my stitches removed 'coz I have Genchem class during Mondays @ 10:10am; and the doctor's clinic time is @ 9:00am.  That's why I've decided to have it removed on Wednesday, coz my class starts @ 11:20am, so I will not have problems of getting late. But, unexpectedly, after the stitches were removed, a few hours later, I started to gain temperature. Yeah! Mr. Fever came for a visit, together with his friend Mr. Headache. I was feverish when I went to school for my two lab classes, comlab2 and genchemlab. I was literally chillin' inside e-LabA during comlab, so I did not concentrated well on solving the exercise. Luckily, I made my program running and, hopefully, it is efficient enough for our professor. lol. EFFICIENCY! haha.

After the exercise, I was still chillin' and head's still aching, so I went to look for a vacant room for me to sleep in. 'coz Genchem starts @ 3pm and 'twas only 1pm then.... and so I rested, got my iPod, and set its alarm 30 minutes before my class (2:30). I didn't really slept. I just rested my eyes and head. After few minutes, the Chills were gone, but the headache is still killin' me. gaaah! I went to genchem lab, with a headache. No choice but to do the experiment while my head is still aching. The good thing is that we're in group, so I didn't work alone. We managed to finish early and so we got home early. 

When, I arrived home, I remembered that we have a printing homework for chemlec the next day and so I did some printing first before I can fully rest myself. After the printing----RELAXATION! whew! such a nice word to hear! finally! haha..

to sum up,

That, I can say, is the MOST tiring and painful day ever. lol. really! But I was brave enough to handle it. *wink* haha. I just hope that it'll not happen to me again. XD

Well, that's all for this week! See yah next time. :p

Bringing back the spirit of blogging..

I've decided to revive my blogger account with random thoughts. You'll be seeing my blogs(again?) from now on. 'yea. I got bored with multiply, so i've made a come-back here. haha. 

A day ago, I had my very first surgery. I was very edgy before the operation and yet I tried my best to stay calm. The moment I entered the operating room, I felt the butterflies in my stomach, as if they were trying to fly out. lol. 

After i lie down the bed, they immediately started the operation. It was not that painful, but I can feel the sting of the needles. After that, I no longer feel a thing--- numb. The operation turned out to be painless, but it's aftermath is painful, yet tolerable. I was like a robot that day. Stiff. Have difficulty in moving.

Now, it seems that I'm fine and already recovering, but the doctor asked me to come back tomorrow(sept.9) and on Monday. The problem is: It's the start of the second trimester and classes will already resume. That means I have classes. *argh*. I don't want to skip class.

hmm.. What should I do?